Sunday, August 22, 2010

KEHIDUPAN

Kesenangan yang datang
Tak akan selamanya
Begitulah selepas susah ada kesenangan
Seperti selepas malam datangnya siang
Oleh itu waktu senang jangan lupa daratan

Gunakan kesempatan untuk kebaikan
Sebelum segalanya terlepas dari genggaman
Kelak menyesal nanti tak berkesudahan
Apa guna sesalan hanya menekan jiwa

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan
Kelak akan membawa putus asa pada tuhan
Ingatlah biasanya kabus tak berpanjangan
Setelah kabus berlalu pasti cerah kembali

Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah
Apakah kita ?kan sabar ataupun sebaliknya
Kesenangan yang datang selepas kesusahan
Semuanya adalah nikmat dari tuhan

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

KENANGAN LAMA....?? OH TIDAK...!!!!

Aduh...jgn sekali-kali nk ingat balik pasal cerita lama...
tidak berharap untuk ku mengenangnya....
tpi kenapa ye...tiba-tiba teringat akan kisah2 lama
kisah2 yg menyakitkan pulak tu..
aduhh..kat sape aku nk cerita ape yg terpendam niehh
nak cerita kat dia mmg jgn harap la kan..
bkn xnk cerita,tpi pasal masalah nie mmg xleh nk kongsi ngan dia
lgi pulak,bnde nieh bkn nye masalah pun...aku je yg over
hahahaha...
mcm lawak jer...
tpi walau ape pun aku xnk samakn dia dgn kisah silam aku. Dan aku harap dia bukan seperti kisah2 silam aku.
Sbb aku sayangkn dia.dan aku kasih kn dia...ewahhh..!!!
hahahaha...well, sebenarnya itulah hakikat yg sebenar.
tpi jgn harap la aku nk bgtau dia. Sbb mmg aku xkn citer kat dia sampai la aku pasti yang aku x bertepuk sebelah tangan. Harap2 begitu lah. Moga2 suatu hari nnti segalanya akan sampai ke kemuncak cerita.
Cerita nie masih tergantung.tergantung tanpa tali. Aku pun x reti nk terangkan mcm mne. Biar je lah waktu yg menentukn segala-galanya.
Aku kena pasti kn yang aku x fikir yang bukan2 dan menganggap dia seperti lelaki2 yg pernah ada hubungan dengan aku dulu sbb mereka2 itu mmg x layak nk berdamping dgn aku.Dan aku berdoa bnyak2 supaya aku mempunyai hubungan lebih dari seorang sahabat dengan nya. Hati aku bkn lagi menempatkan dia seperti seorang rakan. Tapi kadang2 aku menganggap dia seperti kekasih hati aku.
hahahahah..mungkin agak lawak statement aku nieh.
xpe la, x kisah la dia tau ke tak. Yang penting aku mmg sayang kn dia. Hati nie kan terasa nk menjerit je dekat dia yang aku sayangkan dia. Sakit jugak kn kalau kita pendam je perasaan kita niehh...
Xpe...aku sabar je. Janji yang penting sekarang nieh aku kawan rapat dengan dia.
Status aku masih no comment. hehehehe..
Aku cuma perlu ingat satu perkara, jgn sekali-kali salah anggap ngan dia. kerana ini mungkin akan megecewakan dia sbb nnti dia ingt aku xpercayakan dia. Bahkan bkn baru semalam aku kenal dia.
aku mengerti sikap dia dan yang paling aku mengerti ialah tugas dia sebagai sorang ' hak umum'.
Walau ape pun, impian aku nie bkn sekadar impian.Harap ia menjadi satu yang realiti satu masa nanti.
aku tidak berharap, cume berimpian. Tidak salah kan kalau mempunyai impian sebegini dan bercita-cita tinggi. mmg x pernah salah dan aku sangat bersetuju.
IMPIAN YANG INDAH.
I LOVE U DEAR...^_^

BLACK SHEEP

Ok fine...
yes..i know i'm the black sheep in the family
dont have to mention...
i know it...
i'm the lazy one...i'm the terrible one...
yes..i get it..
fine...i dont need anybody to understand me
i can walk alone
i use to it...so its ok...
nothing to worry...just me and myself...
i think nobody can really understand the tiredness in me until they really feel it once...
i'm tired ok family....tired!!!!!!!!!!!
the great dam tired.....
u all will never feel the greatest tired than i do...
especially brother and sister...
Guys....u can say whatever u what...
i'm the most horrible sister u have...
yes...go ahead and say it...
i would never care....
i wish u guys were in my shoe...then u will know how great i dealing with the real world...
in real study....
u guys can just say...i was so easy...
but then, u guys never know or even dont want to know
becoz u guys busying saying that i am the worst family member...
ok fine...
like i even care what u guys what to say....
even if u guys says that u guys hate me..
fine...just hate me forever....
i never care.....
go ahead...do whatever u guys what to do...
i just do my job....
alone...u hear me....!!!!!!!!!!!
ALONE.....!!!!!!!!!!!!
JUST BE A BLACK SHEEP IF THAT WHAT U GUYS LIKE ME TO BE....!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT EVER LAAA....!!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

CUTE^VAMP

I'M HAPPY.....=)
GREAT...!!!
LOVE IT SO MUCH..
HAHAHAHA...
HAVE A NICE DAY VAMP...
U THE CUTEST...!!!
HEHEX..
^_^

Sunday, August 8, 2010

STEP UP

Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
And no matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we steppin on the dancefloor
It's me and you

Feel the rhythm of the beat, that's my heart
Cupid shot me with the arrow from the start
And you know that it's your love that's got me trapped
Everytime I try to leave you bring me back
So much water at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back to laughter
And when I lay next to you I wanna wake up
And when I break up it's only to make up


When I step in a place, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath
You grab my hands, spin me round
And right before I fall
You catch me and you say
Baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes
And we will make another day


If we don't step up we'll loose our groove
So confused don't know which way to move
Pull my hand and let me know you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me baby I love you
Never get wet cuz I'll be your umbrella
We can make it through any kind of weather
You step up I'll step up boy
Cuz I'm tryin to be with you forever

DANCE PRINCESS

Wow...
what a sudden...
me..a dance princess...
hahaha..
just a title....feel like i want to dance...
i love the beat...the STEP UP beat..
its great huh..!!
by the way...nice to see him..
i cant believe it...he do not look like his actual age...
he look like a school kid...so sweet..
hahaha...jgn puji lebih2..
nnti dia terjumpe blog aku niehh...
mau kembang sakan dia...ahakzz
well...i hope he will not gonna find this...
its not the time yet...i still have no gut to show to him...
and of course...i will never show to him...until...
the day has come...then i will think of something.
=)
hehehe...
new mood...dance princess...
CLUBBING MOOD

DIA HAPPY...??

kenapa dengan dia yer...
happy semacam jer...
hehe..
but..i'm glad dia sentiasa happy mcm tuh...
walaupun penat.
sya sgt suka bila dia gembira...kerana
saya pun turut gembira...
bahagia jiwa saya...cehhh...
hahahaha..
apa2 je..
sayang bangat sya sama dia...
^_^
sangat ceria...dan saya sgt suka...
harap2 kami akan sentiasa berkawan...
and i hope one day something will happen
a wonderful thing happen
i will call that day a MAGIC DAY...
hehehe...wonderful thing happen in my life...
i will be please to have it one day...
i will love it so much...
don't worry...i will get it...
just be happy for what i have....
i'm glad he's be my friend....not just only friend
but a lovely friend....always cheer me up
everyday is a beautiful day for me...thanks to him
he such a good friend...i will always love him...
TE AMO MI AMOR...!!!!

Friday, August 6, 2010

I'M NOT SEPET

sorry its quite  disappoint u huh...
hahaha
so whatever...
well...i'm like to be a negritos...
if u dont mind..
well...i am a negritos...
hahaha...
i really like my eyes...its beautiful..( cehh, puji diri sendiri...haha )
ok..
i think that its for now..
i will write something soon..
and ohh...13 1/2 is quite good...
i'm proud of myself..
hehe..
thanks to my team...
good meeting girl...
love u all...
BE NICE...!!!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

BOTOL

Hahahahaha....
tetiba je botol..
pe kejadah nye ntah laa...
adoii...
dema la niehh....
amboi..sakan na drop aku...
wekekekeke..but..
ape pun..thanks to all my friend..
i'm really happy today..
so sweet laa all my friend....love them so much
kisah botol nieh akan ku ceritakan kemudian...
sbb aku pun x pasti nk wat ke tak...
hahaha...adoiii..
idea bru mehh...gigit da x main daa...
skung main botol...botol kicap cun gak kan...
hehehe...harap2 hari2 yg akan mendatang aku akan tetap happy mcm niehh..
lntak laa kalau aku broken heart pun...tpi aku masih ada kawan2 aku yg sentiasa di sisi aku untuk ceriakan aku...
sbb aku kena fikir...orang yg penting dan istimewa bagi aku ialah orang sekeliling aku....mereka yang paling dekat dgn aku...
kalau aku x menghargai mereka....aku mmg kejam.
^_^
yang pasti aku bkn kejam...
sbb aku sayang sume org sekeliling aku...
hehex...
and for him...i do really love him...
but still confussing....
never mind...its will come to me soon...
i'm close to that...so not to worry...
just be happy...
HAPPY LITTLE GIRL...!!!

Monday, August 2, 2010

NIGHTMARE....!!!!!!

OMG.....!!!!
i hate went i had a dream...especially THAT kind of dream..
its really stupid and horrible...
i still can remember the girl face...until now..
who am i kinding...she had everything....
arghhhh....
i still can remember all the people in my dream...
every details...every personal thing...
and i can feel my tears..
i can feel everything...
i can see my sadness...
please...i dont want to look so sad like that...
its really broken my heart....oh no..!!!
i dont want it to be real....i know he's a good guy..
but....i feel like i want to cry..
thanks to my alarm clock...
its wake me up from that stupid dream...
i hate that dream 4 the rest of my life....
its really scary than a the most freaking out things in the world...i never imagine it...
Oh God...please...
i dont want that to happen...i still not ready yet..but
i dont want my nightmare become true...
because..........._________________________
and i still have no guts to say anything...
but i dont want just to watch and cry....
not to me...
hope its still waits for me....i'm not putting any hope..
but...its just my heart cant take it...
my heart its no longer strong enough....
i could die for this...
Dont make it happen...
I'M BEGGING...!!!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

SEPET

I watch sepet today. Its such a lovely love story. I love it so much. I wish i could have that kind of love...what i mean is me with somebody with a different races...
hahahaha...
who could that be...
chinese or mat salleh..?
hehehe...what a dream...by the way...
i do have my own love story...but still.., i'm not sure is a love story or not...
difficult huh...!!!
hahahahahahahaha.....!!
whatever...
i just love myself...
THAT ITS...!!

NOTHING...

.............................................
Such an empty night...
nothing to say
but...
something happen...
i dont know...
trying to get the answer...
what kind of answer that i'm searching for..
OMG....
i can't believe this
why i'm the one who always get involve
...............................................................
all i can do is waiting
hope everything is going to be fine
i promise to myself
hopefully...!!!!

NEW

For the first time in my life....i create a blog..
can u believe it...hahah..
whatever..
by the way, i want to try something new..
so, nothing wrong if i try...
well...
hi everybody...
treat me well ok..
i expected the best here...
hahahaha...
LOVE U GUYS...!!!