^_^ MARY JANE ^_^

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
And the somethin' that you said about being friends
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

Could it be
That nothings gonna change
Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had
Can you see
The girl you used to be
The one I lost when I let go of you
Oh whatever happened to
Mary Jane
Ooh ooh
Ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
The situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
Would you catch me if I had to fall
Would you even find the time for that at all
Tell me how
Help me say the words out loud

TAK TAHU LAH...HURMMMM...!!!

Its a bit weird when u pretend to be somebody else....
seolah-olah sgt takut nk lakukan ape yang kau biasa lakukan dan suka lakukan atas sebab orang lain....mmg sgt mengecewakan....

I know its hurt when somebody talking behind ur back...especially when they talking about ur stuff....which it is has nothing to do with them...supposedly...!!!....well, that is people...they never be happy about other people happiness...urgghhhh....i hate this kind of stuff...u guys make me annoying....sumpah annoying giler....

Right now kan...rasa apa bnde yg aku nk buat...u know, stuff like i used to do before...bnde2 yg i rasa happy..and comfort me...even though sometime its look like gedik....hahaha...so what...as long as i happy kn...
But, things change now....i more like ala2 low profile girl...sedangkan i mmg bukan yg sebegitu....seolah-olah macam penjarakan diri sendiri....WTF...!!!

I wonder when all of this will gone far far away....i just want my life back....my life that full of happiness...everyday i smile...laughing...and chilling myself up....hahahah...really miss all that...=)

Now...bila i tgk kawan2 i...just mampu tersenyum je...mcm dh x boleh nk join mereka....x tau la kenapa...maybe rasa luka di hati nie sgt mendalam kot....sgt2 lah terasa kelukaan itu kn....tu pasal la i'm like this....Life is like sailing at the ocean...its ups and downs....sometimes its feels like want to puke kan...hahhaa...( ape la yg aku merepek bahasa mat salleh nieh..)....## sje practicing for MUET....hehe

Anyway...wish me luck for speaking test tomorrow...hope everything will be ok...and i will speak up very clearly and smoothly....haha...Hope So...!!!
And for all my friend yg follow my blog...( untuk sape2 yg tahu link i )...very sorry la yer...nothing special pun here...hehe..bru nk berjinak-jinak dengan dunia blog...xde bnde hebak pun nk di baca di sini..just a story of my life....   ^_^

And thank you for following me...

THANK YOU MY FRIENDS

ALHAMDULILLAH....^_^

Tq to my beloved friend yg still support me whatever matter pun....TQ MY SWEET NANA...!!!
lepas meluahkan bnde2 karut yg terbuku di hati....brulah terasa seperti mati hidup kembali...haha..ayat..!!!
btw...hopefully everything will be ok....

Ape yg berlaku biarlah berlaku...ape yg x berapa nk berlaku nie yg nk peningkn kepala sikit...adesssss....
Starting last week mmg bz giler...ntah hape2 la bz nyer...kejap itu...kejap ini....sat sana...sat sini...perghhhh...ngalahkan menteri US...
Xleh blah bz nyer...huhu...this week pun bleh tahan kesibukan nya...Muet...Test....Kuiz...Assignment...jgn lupa projek aku yg xtau la nk jdi ape penyudah nyer ann...Harap2 kawan2 sy xde la bnyak kerenah sgt...x larat nk layan kome...nk buat...buat..xnk sudah...kalo ase satu team...baik buat ape yg patut n tanyer ape yg patut...
Dah besar dh sume...xkn makan nk suap lagi kot...aku masak nasi..lauk jadah bagai xpe lagi...nk tolong suap plak dah....agak nya kaki makan dia kot...haha...( ayat Mawi )....galak aihh nk pakai ayat tuh...Ngeee...!!!

Anyway...suka or not...still kene teruskan jugak...sorang or team...have to do it untuk kebaikan sendiri....hurmmm...be patient...

Muet speaking test this thursday....ok..!!!
Ape nk speak nieh..???..adesss..tu satu lagi hal...bukan x reti...but, xtau nk sembang ape...topik general knowledge...adess...i speaking ok je...( cewahh..bajet mcm org melayu perasan english )....haha..ok lah tuh dri aku x reti nk ckp ape lansung...cuma...dont have the idea what to say...hahaa....bajet..!!!
Just go with the flow je laa...i'm sure everything will be fine...dont worry...be happy...hehex

Ok...jam menunjukkan hampir pukul 10...dan walaupun sy nie spesis VAMPIRE, but tgh ade peluang nk tido awal nieh..lebih baik tunai kn niat untuk tido awal...haha...nmpak sgt i ni nocturnal kan...huhu..penat la jdi VAMPIRE....nk berjaga smpai lewat malam...tpi berjaga untuk kebaikan xpe...hehe....STUDY MEHH...!!!...^_^

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE  (^^,)

SI MASA DEPAN

Alahai...hurmmmm...
Dalam saat2 mengejar masa depan ini...sungguh bnyak dugaan dan halangan yang perlu di atasi...
termasuk hati dan perasaan aku sendiri....serba salah pulak rasa nya....rasa sayang..tpi seakan belum capai tahap kesediaan untuk hadapi semua ini....
but..i still tak kejam lagi ok...masih boleh fikirkan perasaan orang lain...cuma apa yang sangat penting sekarang adalah kesabaran yang mencapai tahap 180 %.....adesssssss...

Sangat bersabar la si masa depan menunggu saya....rezeki kita akan ada di mana2...yang penting jangan sesekali berputus asa dengan saya.....kadang2 sy masih terfikir..adakah anda membuat keputusan yang sewajarnya..??...
ataupun sekadar mengikut kata kekosongan hati...kerana....itu lebih menyakitkan saya walaupun sy masih dalam kekeliruan....haishh..!!!

## bnde la aku merepek tgh2 hari nieh....=.=

ape2 je la....ikut suka la mcm mne pun...aku bnyk bnde nk kne serabut dripada nk serabut bnde2 yang tak pasti nieh....
assignment makin hari makin menimbun...nota makin lama makin bnyak kene hafal...ape lah yang akan jadi pada sy di hujung sem nnti yaa..???
huhuhuhu....keadaan tidak seperti dahulu....
sgt2 terasa seperti dlam kekabutan dan kemushkilan

nasib la sekarang nie mmber2 x bnyak buat hal...tq la kawan2 sbb x cari pasal ngan saya....maybe tak sekarang, maybe akan dtg..but...just leave me alone ok...i tak gnggu hidup u....just SHUT UP...!!!

OK FEEQA SHAH....FOCUS ON UR FUTURE...DONT CARE ABOUT OTHERS....!!!


U CAN DO IT.... ^___^

WHAT....???

Salah paham ke aku nieh..??...misunderstanding kot...ntah la...why this few days i a bit sensitive sgt yer..??
ape bnde la yg dh merasuk aku nieh...confusing with my own life...
ughh...hate this when its happen...really annoying...mcm pe jer..what ever la dude...just go with the flow je laa...malas dah nk care pasal org lain...u guys xde pun care pasal i..so..why bother about others...???
hurmm...

Btw...nice to chat with my new friend..such a lovely person....i hope we all can be friends one day...

Ok...dah tak taw nk tulis ape dah...asyik dok nguap je dari tdi....tiba2 terasa mcm nk tido awal walaupun bsk cuti...tpi skung nie cuti dah x macam cuti dah....cuti pun bnyk keje kene buat...huhuh...
ok lah...besok2 je la update lgi...dah x larat dah nieh....huarghhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!!!!1

GOOD NIGHT...!!!!

KAU YANG KABUT SEBENARNYA...!!!

Kau ingat kau hot sgt smpai sume orang boleh sembah ko..??..tolong la..talk with my ass la der....shit betul la.....siyes dah tak tau kat mne lagi aku nk bercerita..bila aku cite kat mmber aku dah mcm aku ngumpat dia plak kan...bila aku pendam dah macam makan hati.....but its is reality....ape problem ko ngan aku pun aku x tau la...ape dosa la yg aku dah buat kat ko...smpai yg ko ase x puas hati memanjang bagai nk ngata2 aku nyer...shittt...!!!!

Kalau ko jeles ngan aku ko ckp...xyh depan aku buat muka suci..blakang wat muka mcm nk mintak kne bako...mmg jadah giler...sedih la der...ubah la perangai ko...aku taw yang aku xde la sesuci murni sgt....aku ade salah aku..but i learn from my mistake....sorry kalau ade sape2 yang sgt2 terasa hati ngan aku....aku taw aku salah....salah2 aku pun still landing on the right place..xde la nk meraban sgt....

Whatever la friend....mcm nie ko balas kat aku...mmber mmg tak boleh harap.....this is first and last la aku ade kawan cm ko...lpas ni no way....NO WAY DUDE...!!!!!

GET LOST....!!!!!