Its a bit weird when u pretend to be somebody else....
seolah-olah sgt takut nk lakukan ape yang kau biasa lakukan dan suka lakukan atas sebab orang lain....mmg sgt mengecewakan....
I know its hurt when somebody talking behind ur back...especially when they talking about ur stuff....which it is has nothing to do with them...supposedly...!!!....well, that is people...they never be happy about other people happiness...urgghhhh....i hate this kind of stuff...u guys make me annoying....sumpah annoying giler....
Right now kan...rasa apa bnde yg aku nk buat...u know, stuff like i used to do before...bnde2 yg i rasa happy..and comfort me...even though sometime its look like gedik....hahaha...so what...as long as i happy kn...
But, things change now....i more like ala2 low profile girl...sedangkan i mmg bukan yg sebegitu....seolah-olah macam penjarakan diri sendiri....WTF...!!!
I wonder when all of this will gone far far away....i just want my life back....my life that full of happiness...everyday i smile...laughing...and chilling myself up....hahahah...really miss all that...=)
Now...bila i tgk kawan2 i...just mampu tersenyum je...mcm dh x boleh nk join mereka....x tau la kenapa...maybe rasa luka di hati nie sgt mendalam kot....sgt2 lah terasa kelukaan itu kn....tu pasal la i'm like this....Life is like sailing at the ocean...its ups and downs....sometimes its feels like want to puke kan...hahhaa...( ape la yg aku merepek bahasa mat salleh nieh..)....## sje practicing for MUET....hehe
Anyway...wish me luck for speaking test tomorrow...hope everything will be ok...and i will speak up very clearly and smoothly....haha...Hope So...!!!
And for all my friend yg follow my blog...( untuk sape2 yg tahu link i )...very sorry la yer...nothing special pun here...hehe..bru nk berjinak-jinak dengan dunia blog...xde bnde hebak pun nk di baca di sini..just a story of my life.... ^_^
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