OMG.....!!!!
i hate went i had a dream...especially THAT kind of dream..
its really stupid and horrible...
i still can remember the girl face...until now..
who am i kinding...she had everything....
arghhhh....
i still can remember all the people in my dream...
every details...every personal thing...
and i can feel my tears..
i can feel everything...
i can see my sadness...
please...i dont want to look so sad like that...
its really broken my heart....oh no..!!!
i dont want it to be real....i know he's a good guy..
but....i feel like i want to cry..
thanks to my alarm clock...
its wake me up from that stupid dream...
i hate that dream 4 the rest of my life....
its really scary than a the most freaking out things in the world...i never imagine it...
Oh God...please...
i dont want that to happen...i still not ready yet..but
i dont want my nightmare become true...
because..........._________________________
and i still have no guts to say anything...
but i dont want just to watch and cry....
not to me...
hope its still waits for me....i'm not putting any hope..
but...its just my heart cant take it...
my heart its no longer strong enough....
i could die for this...
Dont make it happen...
I'M BEGGING...!!!
